cand nu mai poti...

late in the night I feel that I've got no more strength ..and then I wake up in the morning stronger than ever...with a big smile on my face...that's why I believe in dreams...that's the miracle of life...tomorrow...maybe tomorrow...



cand simti ca nu mai poti sa zambesti din suflet, ci din reflex...si-ti vine sa urli si nu poti...dar continui sa zambesi...



noaptea toti demonii imi dau tarcoale...apoi adorm. si ma trezesc in lumea mea frumoasa si iar zambesc...toata ziua...pana cand simt ca nu mai pot sa ma prefac si pic...cad in gol in aceeasi rapa parca fara de fund...sperand ca dimineata am sa ma trezesc...din reflex...zambesc...



and beyond the smile? there is a lonely god that understands a damn...a damn lot more than you all do...I smile for you...and chase the darkest thoughts away...they go so far: beyond a smile that you don't even know is fake...I smile for me...and I feel better...my kindness knees the demons above my head...like they were not at all here in the beginning...I smile for us...and we feel better...involved in a round bubble of masks...they lie...they tell the truth no more...they tell the different side of us..the wannabes, the perfects, the ones we think we are...we all smile for a piece of shit...and in the end who's us, who's you, who's me? who knows the truth, who has the real smile?...I feel so peaceful...I am just mine...